Elyse Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 (edited) I lost my best friend today. After fighting cancer for 6 months, and doing so well, his condition suddenly took a turn for the worse (surgery complications, they think). He wasn't eating, he wasn't drinking, he couldn't walk around anymore, he was in pain again (despite the cocktail of pain meds he was on). He couldn't get comfortable; he was restless. So I made the decision, the one every pet owner dreads making. It was my first time making that call. The vet came over to our house, explained the procedure (what we could expect before, during, and after), and gave him a sedative. After a bit (all the while surrounded by his pack - the people he loved), he went to sleep, then he got the second shot. He stopped breathing within seconds - and that was that. He was gone. While he was falling asleep he seemed to understand what was happening. He licked my hands (and my Dad's hands), as if telling us it was okay, not to be upset. He did this whenever I got upset when he cried out in pain, too. He always comforted me that way - he didn't like to cuddle, but he showed his love in other ways. I had already started grieving for him since his diagnosis, but as soon as he passed it hit me again. We decided to have him cremated - and we kept his collar and tags. When they give us his ashes, we plan to spread them in the forest near our house. He always loved that place. I know people say this all the time: but he was the best dog I could have ever had. He taught me to be assertive and have confidence in myself, he cured my Dad of his fear of dogs, he helped my Mom lose 100+ pounds on their walks together. He was a good boy - no...he was a great boy. The best boy. And I miss him with all my heart. It hurts really bad. But I know in my heart I made the right decision - he wasn't enjoying life anymore. It was time to let him go. I hope he understands. I am not a religious person, but if there is a rainbow bridge somewhere, I hope he's there. Suka, you were a damn fine dog. I'll miss you, buddy. Edited December 23, 2015 by Elyse Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
robke Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sorry to have to hear this bad news Elyse... Run Free...Run Far...Run Fast...Suka RIP... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Andy Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sad to hear that Suka has passed over. You did what was best for him. Big hugs from the Rickard pack. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NOBELHOWLUC49 Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sorry to hear that Suka has passed over the Rainbow Bridge. Its heartbreaking but you have so many wonderful memories. They bless us with their presence and teach us so much and all they ever want in return is our love. Hugs for you and your family at this time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
robke Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sparks Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 sorry to hear this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marc Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 Sorry to hear of your loss Elyse Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sorry for your loss Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emma Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sorry to hear this Elyse. Run free over that bridge you special boy. Xxx Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goingsolo Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 Sending love and hugs xxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BBava Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 Run free, rub fast, run far, Suka. Thinking of you and your family. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BingBlaze n Skyla Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sorry hun , big hugs R.I.P Suka Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jmscott Posted December 23, 2015 Share Posted December 23, 2015 · Hidden Hidden So sorry to hear of his passing! You should look into the memorial harnesses by Alpine! Its a beautiful silver harness.http://www.alpineoutfitters.net/scripts/prodView.asp?idproduct=180 Link to comment
Mazz Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 Elyse, my heartfelt condolences to you and your family. I know you did everything possible for Suka, and he must have known as well. The decision you made is one of the toughest. And you made it, not for yourself, but for Suka. Husky Hugs from Zoya and Rohn. Run free Suka. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stormchaser09 Posted December 23, 2015 Report Share Posted December 23, 2015 So sorry, rest in peace Suka Sent from my SM-P550 using Tapatalk Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueWolf Posted December 24, 2015 Report Share Posted December 24, 2015 I'm so sorry for you Elysa I know so very well how much it hurts... It are always the animals that touch us the most, who are with us too short a time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mydiamond Posted December 24, 2015 Report Share Posted December 24, 2015 I already said this on Facebook but I'll say this on here again. I'm so, so sorry. Take your time grieving, it's okay to cry. It's okay to feel sad and hollow even after many years have passed. Though even if no other dog could ever replace him, when the time comes, do open your heart for another one that needs your love x sleep tight, Suka. I remember stealing his picture to put on that notepad I sent you for Secret Santa. Always thought he has a really beautiful pair of eyes. Run free xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rachael_Astro Posted December 25, 2015 Report Share Posted December 25, 2015 So sorry to hear your news [emoji17] run free Suka xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elyse Posted January 6, 2016 Author Report Share Posted January 6, 2016 Thank you, everyone. I don't know who sent the flowers to us, but we thank you from the bottom of our hearts. We weren't expecting it! They're beautiful. We also got an engraved stone from one of my cousins with his name on it. So we'll be burying his ashes instead, and put the stone on top as a grave marker. Dad said he would like that better. Dad's taking it really hard (more so than me I think) - he says it hurts worse than when his parents passed away. And I just wanted to say that, if we ever get another dog (Dad says he couldn't handle going through this again), it might not be a husky. If that's the case, I hope I'm still welcome here. (I do plan to get a husky in the future, though, when I get my own place) 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueWolf Posted January 6, 2016 Report Share Posted January 6, 2016 (edited) 3 minutes ago, Elyse said: And I just wanted to say that, if we ever get another dog (Dad says he couldn't handle going through this again), it might not be a husky. If that's the case, I hope I'm still welcome here. (I do plan to get a husky in the future, though, when I get my own place) Oi, everyone with even a remote interest in huskies is more than welcome here. Regardless what (or lack off) dog you physically own. You should know that well enough now Edited January 6, 2016 by BlueWolf 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Awolf401 Posted January 6, 2016 Report Share Posted January 6, 2016 Sorry for your loss. You did the right thing for your best friend. Nobody wants to make that decision but its done now and I hope you and your family find peace and healing real soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay Posted January 7, 2016 Report Share Posted January 7, 2016 YOU are always welcome here, you are now part of the family and you can never escape I know you are going through a lot but stop by and let us know how you are doing 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
robke Posted January 7, 2016 Report Share Posted January 7, 2016 Do not be daft...course you must stay here your are part of the furniture...oh mean family.... 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mazz Posted January 7, 2016 Report Share Posted January 7, 2016 12 hours ago, robke said: Do not be daft...course you must stay here your are part of the furniture...oh mean family.... Yeah do not be daft. I am, but they still let me chime in from time to time. Tell your dad, if it's of any value, that I struggled with the fact that when we lost our first Husky, Elke, and when we recently lost our rescue Husky, Eisa, that the grief felt was very much worse than the grief felt for either of my parents. And in the end, I have to believe that was because it was I who made the decision of when the passing would take place, added to the fact that both of these Huskies were dependent upon my wife and I for everything, and letting them pass on was in some way, a failure on our part for keeping them safe and healthy. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Osinn11 Posted March 23, 2016 Report Share Posted March 23, 2016 Elyse. Just catching up here. So Sorry to read of Suka's passing. I know some time has passed but hugs from our pack to yours. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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